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the rain washed away your last taste from my lips, i try to reach for you, but only blank stares… to my shaking finger tips~ i fall to my knees and pull my nails down my face, putting my arms around me trying to remember your last embrace~ shhhh… i think i can hear you whisper my name, no, it’s just the whistle of the trees trying to drive me insane~ i try to get up, but fall back to my knees, oh God, take this pain away, i’m begging you, please~ i’m going to go away for good… (you told me you would call) if i can’t be with you, i don’t want to be alive at all~

ALONE

Alone, here in my room,

I think of you.

I think of the way things used to be.

Of the days that I held you close.

Of the fantasies we used to dream up.

Of the future that will never be.

I always have you beside me.

Memories of you will always in my mind.

The smell of your perfume will surround me while I'm awake.

Remembering the love we shared will warm me on cold days.

I will see your smile each time I close my eyes.

Alone, in your room,

Miles apart from mine.

You may not think of me.

You may one day forget the feelings we shared.

You no longer dream of us.

You have moved on to a different life.

But I will always be there with you.

My love will never leave your side.

Cheering you up when you are sad.

There beside you, helping you find whatever you are searching for.

LOVE CHANGE ME.. THE WAY I ACT,THE WAY I DECIDE..SOMETIMES I EVEN GO AGAINST MY PRINCIPLES AND BELIEFS IN LIFE.. LOVING DOESNT ALWAYS MEAN ILL BE HAPPY… SOMETIMES, ALL IT PROVIDES ME IS PAIN AND MISERY… YET I WAS BLINDED BY STRONG EMOTIONS DAT I FAIL 2 SEE REALITY SUMTIMES LETTING GO IS D ANSWER, AND IT HURTS LIKE HELL.. BUT I WILL SOON REALIZE DAT ITS BETTER 2 SEE D PERSON I LOVE 2B HAPPY W/UM1 ELSE,DAN LONELY W/ME…

ITS CALLED
SACRIFICE………